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A Little out of whack.

My blog recently has not been about creating much of anything. I really have to get back on track with creativity! I guess I have not yet got it together.



I had my 5th anniversary on Saturday and I did enjoy hanging out with family, listening to music with a nice cold drink. We were all together not to celebrate my anniversary but to morn a family member.

It's cool to look at all the pictures taken over the years and remember what you were doing and what the person meant to you. It was my 1st cousin Lucy's husband who died. When we were growing up she was like a big sister to me and when she is not acting crazy I will refer to her as my sister.

When is acts like she lost her mind she just a cousin...........



a distant cousin.

My D & C is schedule for December 9. I will be happy to have it done so I can get some sense of how my cycles are going to be. My last cycle ended on October 6, and there is no indication of a cycle so far. I know that I am not with child because this is how my cycles started acting when I was given the mis diagonsis of being prememopausal.

What I really want is everything to be back like it was. My cycles were so right on time I could tell you what time of day they started. I liked it that way. If it was off any little bit I knew something was wrong. So I used any differences in my cycle as a health barometer.

Now that the health barometer is out of whack so am I! I guess I am just a little unwell.

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Anonymous said…
You can't confirm being "without child" without having first peed on a stick that changes colors. I have one in my linen closet if you would like :)

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