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Holding on!

Right now I am sitting in the waiting room of woman's hospital waiting for the doctor to come out and give us updates on her surgery. It is to take place in 2 surgery one surgery is the removal of the breast (bilateral) and the second is the reconstruction surgery. Total time in the OR 10 Hours add 3 hours in recovery room I guess I will be close to 9:00 before I see her again.

She had mad family support and elder from the congregation come to pray with her.

I am somewhat at ease that the first part of the surgery went fine and anxious in waiting for the second part of the surgery to be done.

This whole year has been a challenge and I have been feeling like I am about the fall apart. Literally fall apart but I have been holding it together but every now and again I slip and feel like I am about to fall off the edge of sanity.

When my cousin died i had to take the week off from work because I was already holding on by my fingertips! There is so much I want to say but it is not formulated correctly in my head so I have to try again another day.

Monday I took the time to clean up my house so that and everything is finally in place and the sewing room need some final touches and this should help me to hold on.
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